Exams versus Buffy (I believe Buffy's winning)

There's two things I ought to be doing right at this moment - and blogging isn't one of them I can safely reveal. First I ought to be studying for my final in Neurobiology which is on the 28th - and second I'm actually at work, working. Well, technically it's the lunch break so I have a good excuse :O)
Already in the past is my ohther exam (molecular neurobiology) which I completed last monday. It's kinda funny, this semester I've never managed to hit my study-mode. I KNOW, I OUGHT to be studying, but I simply CAN'T make myself go do it! And it's not like it isn't interesting because it's about as interesting as anything gets. I love neurobiology (you'd think, I would since I've made it my future, right?)and I'm fascinated by every word and every sentence... Buffy just seems to be a lot more interesting to me these days. I guess, it's because I'm on overload. Too much homework, too many exams. Well, listen to me whine!
Yesterday I re-watched some of the old Buffy episodes (esp. the Spikey ones): "Lies my parents told me" and "Smashed". And last sunday I recorded the episode of Angel on tape and I've re-watched that time and time again. I don't know the title but it's the one with the psycho slayer and where Spike gets his hands cut off. I simply found the dialogue between Angel and Spike in the end to be very beautiful and sad. I also liked the way they sort of found each other through the pain. Don't get me wrong - I LOVE their quarrels and rivalry, it's SOOOOO funny but it was still nice to see them bond. And Andrew's appearance... I just couldn't stop laughing as it sent me right back down memory lane to the episode "Storyteller".

Okay, so I'm babbling on here... I think it's because I haven't written my mind for quite some time. Stream of consciousness is a wonderful thing. It completely let's you unwind.
I don't really have any news. It's not like my life is very eventful - but I guess I'd like to keep it that way. Big thrills are greatly overrated. It's the joys of everyday life that counts in the end. I don't know if this is going to sound weird but I don't feel like I have any room in my life right now for big thrills. Big thrills only serve to take you out on an emotional rollercoaster - and if you want to have a happy ending it usually takes a whole lot of time and effort. Maybe I'm just being stupid, I'm not sure. It's like the whole "falling in love"-issue... I would definitely go for it in no time if there was major sparkage, no doubt about that. But to invest my time and energy in a pastime, I'm not quite willing to do that yet. - Which is kinda stupid actually since I don't believe in love at first sight... Lust at first sight, sure... But love at first sight, not a chance. You fall in love with a person on the basis of what he/she is - and you simply don't know that within the time it takes to glance.

I'll leave you with that thought...